Thursday, March 31, 2011

So, that is what little girls think about...

I always wonder what is going on inside little kids' heads...this week, I got a tiny glimpse of what is going through the girls' heads.  When we were going to pick up our copy of 'Tangled', the girls and I were jammin' to our Disney Princess's Soundtrack.  They know all the words by heart...and I still remember them all from my childhood, so it is a fun thing we do when Daddy is not in the car with us.  Here is the conversation that happened this time:

While listening to 'A Whole New World'...

Alyssa: Wow!  Mommy, my voice sounds just like Jasmine's!

Mommy:  You're right...it is beautiful

The next song was Belle's song...

Hannah: I wish I was a real princess like Belle...

Mommy:  You are a real princess...to Mommy and Daddy! 

Hannah (very saddened): But, Daddy doesn't have a spell for me to break... 

Little does she know that Daddy is under a spell...her spell!  Those girls have him wrapped around their little finger!!  I LOVE being a Mama to little girls...especially these two!!

Tuesday, March 29, 2011

Dear School Board:


This is a letter I sent to our superintendent and school board this morning.  I don't expect it to change my RIF status, but it did make me feel better to express my feelings...and, what do I have to lose anyway? :)

For the last 7 years I have taught Family and Consumer Sciences to middle school and high school students in both Pickerington and Gahanna.  I feel very passionate about what I teach and I LOVE my students, so naturally I was heartbroken to find out that I, and several other related arts colleagues, was on the ‘reduction in force’ list.  Even so, I understand cuts do need to be made and harbor no hard feelings.  From what I understand, there is the opportunity to bring back several teachers as a result of the teacher contract agreement.  I am sure there is already plan for how this will be handled, but I wanted to share my thoughts and feelings regardless of the outcome.  However, I do not write you today as a ‘RIFed teacher’, I write you as a concerned parent and life long community member.  On behalf of my daughter (who will be beginning her Gahanna-Jefferson education next year, as an All Day kindergartner at Blacklick Elementary) and all her future classmates, PLEASE consider fully reinstating the related arts programs at the middle school and high school level.

The Related Arts teach students that learning is not situated.  FCS in particular helps students build connections between their academic subjects and the real world.  That math can be used outside of the four walls of the math classroom (I have personally seen a countless number of students, who struggle with fractions, have a light bulb go off while in the foods labs.); and that proper English is not just for writing research papers.  Students who find it difficult to maintain a passing grade in their core subjects have the chance to excel in related arts and build confidence in their abilities that will carry through out their lives. Not to mention those students who continue to be discipline problems for core teachers, yet find their niche in the elective programs Gahanna offers.

When I think about some of the major problems facing America today, I think of the obesity epidemic; fatherlessness and the growing number and duel income households; rising unemployment; and skyrocketing personal and national debt combined with a struggling economy.  Looking at my curriculum, Family and Consumer Sciences specifically addresses nearly all of the nations most pressing concerns.  Our curriculum also very closely aligns with the Gahanna Graduate Profile and supports core content by embedding academic standards within our Ohio FCS Standards.  I fear what will happen if students don’t have access to this knowledge at school and resources are unavailable or faulty at home. 

After attending the Ian Jukes in-service last year, I signed up to receive his email updates.  This morning I received one that really caught my attention.  The title was: Harvard Reports Calls for Less Emphasis on College Education.  Here are some of the most striking things from this article:

“College for all” has been the mantra of education reform for decades. A new report from Harvard Graduate School of Education argues that greater emphasis on vocational training, apprenticeships, and technical job training outside of a formal college setting would better serve America’s young people.

“Behaving as though four-year college is the only acceptable route to success clearly still works well for many young adults, especially students fortunate enough to attend highly selective colleges and universities. It also works well for affluent students, who can often draw on family and social connections to find their way in the adult world. But it clearly does not work well for many, especially young men,” say the researchers in their report, Pathways to Prosperity: Meeting the Challenge of Preparing Young Americans for the 21st Century.

They point to the fact that men make up only 43% of enrolled students on American college campuses, that 30% of African Americans and fewer than 20% of Latinos in their mid-20s have an associate’s degree. The United States now has the highest college dropout rate in the industrialized world.

Most other advanced nations, notably Germany, place more emphasis on vocational training in high school. Structured programs that combine work and learning better enable adolescents to grasp how they’ll market and use their skills in the real world. “Consequently, these [vocational training] programs are not designed to serve those with a history of school failure.”

I am not saying we should lower our expectations of our students to achieve at a certain level or that some students are not capable of college. You can read the entire report, Pathways to Prosperity by downloading it from the link below.  It is worth the read.


While I know serious and painful cuts are necessary in these tough economic times, I find current situation very sad.  I do not have an answer for our current situation, but I do know of a High School that made the "US News and World Reports Best Schools in America" list:


The principal of Forest Grove High School, John O'Neil, spoke with a group of local FCS professionals.   He introduced the mandatory Reading and Math Workshops for students below the state average to raise their performance.   He informed his Math and Reading teachers that their class load would be heavy at the beginning of the year and light the remaining part of the year.  He told his elective teachers just the opposite.  The students were told they had to take these classes and pass the state tests to get out of them.  Then they could take their choice of the other electives.  (Their FCS classes are some of the most popular.)  This and other changes helped to reduce the dropout rate and improve test scores at the school.  For these improvements, in 2006 the school was presented the Closing the Achievement Gap award from the State of Oregon The following year, the 2,000-student school became the first high school to win the award two years in a row.

I have long believed that budget cuts that remove all of the "high interest" classes are a large part of the drop out problem.  These classes use "hands on" experiences, which is more effective for Tactile/Kinesthetic Learner.    FCS classes also utilize many math and reading skills in authentic setting, which assists the students in believing in the value of learning those lessons.  I earned my degree at The Ohio State University in Family and Consumer Sciences Education.  To do so, I was required to take multiple economics classes.  Even in college I felt that the Personal Family Finance classes and the Cost Analysis used in Foods and Clothing classes covered the same materials in a much more effective manner.  And, of course, they were using my math skills more effectively than drill and practice.

As I write this, my daughter is doing an art project on the floor next to me.  She is a very smart child and my husband and I don’t anticipate academics being a problem for her.  She loves to learn and cannot wait to begin ‘real school’.  However, even with her love of learning and achievement in academics, there is a special part of her that lights up when she can express herself in other ways.  I do worry about her education if she does not have to opportunity to experience art, FCS or even music in the school setting.  My husband and I are both graduates of Gahanna-Lincoln from the class of 2000.  What I appreciated most about our education, and what made us buy a home to raise our children here, are the opportunities offered to the students.  This is what I fear our community is going to be losing.  I have seen several local communities reduce or completely loose their FCS and Art programs.  From my experience, those programs are never fully restored or brought back at all…and the students suffer.  The students truly are whom I am thinking about.

Thank you for taking the time to read this.  Even if nothing changes, please know that I have thoroughly enjoyed my time teaching in Gahanna and will continue to support our students!

Sincerely,

Jenn Bender
Parent and FCS Teacher

Friday, March 25, 2011

Happy Birthday, Hannah Babe!!

She's 3!!

I can not believe our 'baby' is 3!  We have moved beyond the years of newborns and toddlers and are now in the world of two school-aged children.  We are getting old...

We both took the day off the celebrate with her.  We opened presents as soon as she woke up.  She got a ballet ensemble (complete with a pink tutu, pink tights and pink slippers) for their Sleeping Beauty dance camp this summer.  She got Bambi on DVD, Bambi figures and some summer dresses. Her favorite article of clothing these days.  Plus, she got a Polly Pocket from Alyssa.  After that, she had a well-check; then we went to lunch and the Disney store where she got to pick out a few more things with a gift card.  It was a pretty successful day!

At 3, Hannah is in the 50% for weight and 70% for height.  She is as healthy as can be!  Her favorite foods are tomatoes, red bell peppers and strawberries.  She also like Blueberries and anything with sugar.  She is a self-professed vegetarian...she won't eat anything that looks or smells like meat, except turkey bacon and mini turkey pepperonis.  But, she does manage to get her protein from peanut butter, milk and yogurt.  Hopefully this is just a phase...the rest of us love meat!

She knows her entire alphabet, shapes, colors and can count to about 15 on her own.  She has recently taken a huge interest in writing and carries around a little notebook and pink highlighter she writes in...nothing that really looks like letters yet, but she is getting there and she definitely thinks it says something.  Her favorites shows are 'Max & Ruby' and 'Bubble Guppies'. And, of course, she loves anything Princess!!

Hannah is such a beautiful, free spirit and we are so thankful for her!  Even though she can be demanding, has a serious temper and an scowl that could curdle milk, her giggle is contagious and her smile can light up a room.  She is passionate and strong-willed...which may be difficult now, but we will be thankful when she is an adult.  Above all, she know how to be sweet.  A bad day can be turned around by snuggling and getting kisses from her.  I can not imagine what our family would be like with out her...

Next Saturday is going to be her 'Tangled' party so we will have lots of fun pictures to share!  I am attempting to do a really cool cupcakes and Rapunzel's tower (also, made out of cupcakes)...wish me luck!  She is so excited!

Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Ye'haw!!

Today was the day Aly has been waiting for for weeks...Kindergarten Round Up.  She has been playing 'kindergartner' and 'pre-schooler' with Hannah to prepare and told me she was ready to go to kindergarten because she carries her backpack 'like this' (with one strap over her shoulder)!  It is so sweet!    

When I woke her up this morning she was bursting with excitement!  She had a blast and was so proud of the ceremonial cowgirl hat that she got!  And, I actually didn't cry...I guess I am saving up the tears for the big day ;) 

So, she has officially been 'rounded up'.  Now she can start looking forward to the Fall!  Too bad she has to wait 6 months to start...
I can't believe how big she is!! 
 Showing off her Cowgirl Hat!
Just being silly...
Kindergarten or BUST ;)

Sunday, March 20, 2011

Perspective

The last two weeks have been rough.  Mentally, physically, emotionally and spiritually we are spent.  For starters, the day after I found out I was cut, Alyssa broke out with an impetigo rash all over her head from scratching her eczema.  A few days later I got strep.  Within days, Hannah also got strep...and currently has a nasty virus on top of taking the antibiotics.  So far, Dan has made it through without getting any of it, but the Target pharmacist and I are on a first name basis ;)

Dan and I have both gone through just about every emotion about what has and will happen after August. Sigh. Yet, life continues to go on.  Doors have already been closed on the opportunities I have pursued so far, but a few seem to be open for Dan.  I like to be in control which make this infinitely more difficult to handle.  Even though it is hard, we are trying to trust Jesus and seek out his will for us.  One step at a time.     

Perspective is always good for reminding me of God's love and faithfulness.  The last few days have provided some serious perspective:  We have a safe home...and even if we loose it, we have enough friends and family that we wouldn't go without a place to live.  That is more than the earthquake and tsunami victims in Japan can say right now.  Our girls, despite minor illnesses which are easily treated, are healthy.  That is more than the family we know who just lost their unborn baby.  Dan and I have a strong marriage.  That is more than the couple a few doors down can say who is selling their house and getting a divorce.  The list could go on and on with those who have far less than we do.  And, even if all of that goes away, we still have Jesus!  I know He doesn't always give us what we want, but it is comforting to know He does provide us with what we need...always

I am still sad and, of course, I am still worried - it is just who I am :)...but I know we have been blessed with the most important things.  I want to enjoy the things we have been given and not worry about what we haven't.  Not only are we blessed, but there is a lot to look forward to...especially this week!  It is the last week of school before spring break, Aly gets to go to 'Kindergarten Round Up' and................HANNAH TURNS 3!!!
  Seriously, 3?? Where did time go?!?! 

Sunday, March 13, 2011

Not the best week ever...

It is amazing how a single event can change everything.  With just a few words everything can change.  And, then, there are those moments you will never forget...Monday was one of them. 

I know our district has been in financial distress.  We have failed the last two levies and the upcoming one is not looking good.  Housing values are going down, people are unemployed, and the state is making cuts.  Money is running out.  Painful cuts have to be made and it isn't going to be easy.  I knew the district was going to have to lay off several teachers, but we didn't know who or what programs would be on the chopping block.  We had been told for months that programs would be safe this time around, so I had confidence I would escape for at least one more school year...just enough to finish my intervention license and slide into another position in the district.  Sunday we had a meeting and were told 32 teachers would have to be let go for next school year and that the cuts would be made the following day.  I was really upset know that our schools, the community and the students (including our girls who will be starting school here soon) were going to suffer.  You can't maintain an 'Excellent with Distinction' rating and  continue to make deep cuts to the heart and soul of the district.  But, because of previous conversations I had had with higher-ups in the district, I though I would be ok...this time.

Monday was a hard day for everyone.  The general morale in the building was the lowest I have ever seen as a teacher.  Working in a school, we are more like family than co-workers so it is hard to see people go.  I was ok until after lunch.  Then I got a text from a friend who said she had a meeting with her principal after school...that only meant one thing.  I managed to make it through the rest of my classes and was straightening up my classroom when my principal and assistant principal walked in.

They didn't even have to say anything. I knew...RIF.

Reduction in Force.

My heart just sank and I started to cry.  They tried to make me feel better and encourage me by telling me how much I have done for the school and the FCS program, how much the students love me and how much they will miss working with me...but that just made it harder to hear.  

Not just because I don't know what we will do in the Fall, but because a job that a countless number of people prayed about for years was just pulled right out from under me...  
 
A job that I actually loved...

         A job that I feel is vitally important to my students...  

                  That I have poured my heart and soul into and leave my girls everyday to go do... 

But, none of that really matters because there is nothing I can do to change it. I was on the list.

I am heartbroken, but I somehow I have to find a way to focus on this school year.  I still have students who need me everyday and are looking to me for support.   We just started a new term and I promised them we were going to have fun!  

As for us, I don't think it has fully sank in and I'm still trying to wrap my head around the situation so I can process the whole thing.  I have NO idea what I will do.  There no jobs in FCS and I am not done with my Intervention license yet.  I do have 6 months to find something else though.  I am hopeful, but in reality, I may not be starting school anywhere in the Fall.  How weird.  It will be the first Fall since I was 5 years old that that won't happen.  At the same time, there is a strange peace I feel about the situation.  A peace that can only come from Jesus.

When this happened, I really felt like the Lord told me that it was ok to mourn, but not to dwell on it...that He needed me somewhere else.  I know He has a plan and will provide something for us.  It may not be what we want or expect, but it will be what we need. One good thing is that we have have been overwhelmed by the support we have gotten from our friends and family.  It has truly been a blessing to see that there are so many people who love and care for us, who will walk through this time with us.  Tesia and Brian gave us the scripture below to read and it really speaks to the situation.
May the LORD answer you when you are in distress;
   may the name of the God of Jacob protect you.
May he send you help from the sanctuary
   and grant you support from Zion.
May he remember all your sacrifices
   and accept your burnt offerings.
May he give you the desire of your heart
   and make all your plans succeed.
May we shout for joy over your victory
   and lift up our banners in the name of our God.
May the LORD grant all your requests.
Now this I know:
   The LORD gives victory to his anointed.
He answers him from his heavenly sanctuary
   with the victorious power of his right hand.
Some trust in chariots and some in horses,
   but we trust in the name of the LORD our God.
They are brought to their knees and fall,
   but we rise up and stand firm.
LORD, give victory to the king!
   Answer us when we call!
                                                 ~Psalm 20 

We are just trying to rest in the joy of His salvation right now.   I know it is going to get a lot harder before it gets better, but we want to come out of this situation closer to Jesus. Everything around us may crumble or fade, but He can never be taken from us.

Please pray for us as we navigate through this time :)

Monday, March 7, 2011

Breath In, Breath Out

Since Alyssa started getting her allergy injections we haven't noticed an improvement. In fact, it seems her symptoms are getting worse...including the asthma. Sometimes she starts wheezing and after playing hard she has a hard time calming down and coughs constantly. The pediatrician suggested we call the allergist to see if we should continue with the treatment.

When I took her in she told us that the shots would not be effective until she reaches he maintenance dose...in about 9 months...after allergy season. Great. She also told us that her asthma is getting more aggressive and will probably get worse before it gets better. Double great.

Since Aly is too young to use and inhaler properly, we are now the proud owners of our very own nebulizer machine. Aly has to do breathing treatments twice a day for maintenance and as needed for rescue. Hopefully by Fall she will be able to learn how to use an inhaler and we can stop using the nebulizer.

She is such a trooper! At first she was scared of the machine, but the nurse gave her a turtle mask to use and she could wait to try it.
 
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